BORN WITH A HEART BROKEN FROM THE START

Nineteen years old. Obsessed with lipstick and visible ribs.
Anja Rubik and Edita Vilkeviciute photographed by Mario Testino for Vogue Paris, October 2013.

 

Anja Rubik and Edita Vilkeviciute photographed by Mario Testino for Vogue Paris, October 2013.

 

— 3 months ago with 31 notes
#Vogue  #paris  #fashion  #mario testino  #editorial  #anja rubik  #edita vilkeviciute  #eastern european  #model  #perfection  #polish  #lithuanian 
Versace Mystique Foulard watch.

Versace Mystique Foulard watch.

— 5 months ago with 36 notes
#versace  #watch  #gold  #diamonds  #fashion  #love  #want  #pretty 
Miroslava Duma wearing a printed Louis Vuitton coat outside the Dolce and Gabbana show in Milan.

Miroslava Duma wearing a printed Louis Vuitton coat outside the Dolce and Gabbana show in Milan.

— 5 months ago with 72 notes
#miroslava duma  #louis vuitton  #dolce and gabbana  #fashion  #street style  #milan  #russian  #eastern european  #perfect 

Kim Kardashian is moving her way up in the echelons of the fashion industry and I don’t like it one bit.

— 6 months ago with 6 notes
#sorry not sorry  #kim kardashian is a fat whore  #kardashians are trash  #franca sozzani  #i throught fashion was better than this  #why 
Done.

I did it. I cut myself. I’m always sad on my birthday I guess. Sitting in my dark room crying, I couldn’t stand myself anymore. I got  up and took my scissors, opened them and hammered one of the blades in a slashing motion onto my right wrist four times. There’s only a little blood, I didn’t go deep. The pain makes me feel a little better, though part of me worries that this only pushes me further down the road to depression. But I just wanted to feel a little better. 

— 8 months ago with 5 notes
#personal  #depressed  #i hate myself 
The B word

In a few days it will be my birthday. My twentieth. I don’t want to do it, I don’t want cards, I don’t want presents and I don’t want everyone’s smiles and birthday wishes. I want to either wake up living a new life where I’m not this ugly, stupid and unhappy. Or I want to disappear altogether because I don’t want to celebrate turning another year older in a life I hate. You are supposed to get what you want on your birthday, aren’t you?

— 8 months ago with 4 notes
#personal  #birthday  #i hate my life  #kill me now  #depressed  #getting old  #i want to die